Living by a life support

My heartfelt prayer to God..

2008-02-24T06:37:00.000-08:00

Dear God,
pls forward the time to the 12th april 2oo8. All i want i too go back and see her face and give her a huge hug! She like every sec of my life that goes by and it couldn't be more clear that i'm slowly dying without her here. I need your strength and guidance and support cause i feel that i just can't make it through some days without u.

2008-02-20T05:23:00.000-08:00

Well,last night was a really rough night. I had trouble sleeping.. there were so many thoughts running through my head. Once again,i would like to thank my dar for being here for me.. she always giving me strength and emotional support. I felt so much better after talking to her.

Today has been pretty good so far. Hmm,i heard that Maroon 5 is coming to perth on the 28 of march.. i'm so exicited,i'm asking people to join me for the concert. =)

STRESSED!!

2008-02-19T07:48:00.000-08:00

It seems like ever since i have been on Perth, i have been emotionally unstable. it's like somedays i'm feeling alright but other times i feel really emotionally. i tend to rely on my darling for support more often and i feel really bad cause she's busy herself.

Today was a really stressed day.. i got nagging from my accounting teacher for god knows why. sometimes i wish she was more resonable. secondly,my cousin and my roomates keeps accusing me of eating and taking their stuff when i did not. when i told them that i did not do it,they give me that stare and it really hurts.

In the evening,i received a call from my mum saying that my grandfather is really sick back at home. he was sent to hospital and he's really physically weak.. he does not even have the energy to stand up and walk. and somehow, i feel that it's all my fault.. i'll never forgive myself if anything happens to him.

Hais,i'm just feeling uber stressed.. i feel dar sick and homesick at times. i'm just looking forward to april..

A really great day in Perth!

2008-02-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

hees,well.. today i feel like it's a great day. i haven't felt like that for so long since i was in Peth. hais,but the cramp on my left leg is like not getting any better. luckily,one of my friends had painkillers to spare.. it did help,for a while.

at 4pm,i heard that my dar dar and her squad won the red-cross east district footdrill championship. I'm so happy for them! hmm,maybe it's cause my darling is the lucky star. =p

then later at 5pm in the evening,i went with my malaysian friends to watch "jumper". i was waiting sooo long for that movie! =) it was really really good,though the storyline was kinda simple. i really like hanging out with those guys.. well,the main reason being that they shop for clothes and stuff like gals do. wahaha.. i;m evil. XD

Slowly letting go of my ego..

2008-02-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

Wow.. how time flies again. I've been in perth for already 1 month. it was faster then expected. i guess it cause my dar is always here with me. But i can't help the fact that the movies here are really really slow and sucky.

The schoolwork here are sometimes kinda stressful,but i always think of my darling and that is what gets me through the day. i'm missing her loads.. i can't imagine my life without her!

Well.. yesterday a guy challenged me to play table tennis.. i told him no cause my left leg is injured,but he said that i was too scared to play with him. hmm,my ego was really big so i played. i won him eventually but now my leg is hurting like crazy. so from now on,i promised myself that i would need to let my ego down sometimes.. it wouldn't hurt right?.. i guess.

valentines day- all i want is u!! =)

2008-02-14T06:19:00.000-08:00

well,like everyone knows.. today is valentines day.

Firstly,i would like to give a shoutout for my darling: Happy Valentines Day to u! Thank u for always being true to me! i woudnt be living right now without u.. cause u're my life support! I can't wait to see u when i get back in April!! the first thing i would do is the hug u tight! =)

Secondly.. here's a shoutout to Leon: Wishing u and Bernie a Happy Valentines Day! may u guys be always happy together. =P

Lastly,here's a shoutout to Mr B.C: It pays to be patient. I know it's hard but *shes not worth it. when u find mrs right,i'll be here supporting u!! XD

Well.. thing are also getting complicated too in my school. everyone is using me as a middleman. my cousin is trying to get to know my friend from france and another malaysian friend is using me to get to know my neighbour(rooomie). its like putting alot of pressure on me..
sorry for complaining guys.. i know it's annoying. haha.

I love my Wondergal!! =)

2008-02-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

Last night,i was very emotionally as *someone(shall not mention the person's name) was cursing and swearing at me for the whole night.. i guess he was feeling either jealous or angry. it made me really really sick. i tried getting that freaking thought out of my head.. but it was hard. luckily i had people to talk to.. i would like to thank Teck for helping me talk through it.

Hahas,valentines day is just around the corner and i'm only halfway done completing a something for my dar dar. i gotta chiong worx. she was actually the one who really comforted me last nite. she's so sweet and caring! i dont think i could make it through last nite without her. hahas,she has offical become my Wondergal! =)

How time flies!

2008-01-18T09:53:00.000-08:00

How time flies in just a blink of an eye! It seems only yesterday that i've just finished my 0 levels. how i wish i could slow time down by just a little bit.

I'm leaving for Australia for overseas studies 2morrow. I'm not gonna be able to use interent for a week cause of my school orientation. Ahhs.. there's so many things and important people in my life that i'm going to miss so much! Let me start off with the meaningful things that i packed along with me:

1. My heart-going to think of my darling and my friends and my parents and my cousins everyday.
2. The lovely piggie that my dar gave me- I love it so much,i can't bear to leave it behind.
3. A photo of me and my dar- I'm missing everything about her.
4. My tomato- I don't think i can sleep at night without him.
5. My table tennis bat- being overseas doesn't mean that i can't have competition.

Secondly,i wanna mention about all the important people in my life that i'm gonna miss miss alot:

1. My darling!!-Her voice is the first thing that i wanna hear every morning and the last thing that i wanna hear before i go to sleep everynight.
2. My friends-(Guys) Boon chuan, zhao neng, teck meng, rong king, clement,wei yuan,nicholas, bo lock, charlie, rui kiat, gabriel, edmund, lucas, basil, jason, lester, alvin ang, leslie, kai xuan, zhi xiang, ee chun, wei yang, wei cheng, chen tao, tai keng.
( Gals) ching gee, natalie, sheena, yuxian, claudia, camille, majella, yixiu, noel, eugenia, rachael, zhiying, wan ping, charmian, adonia, mariann.
*sorry if i left out any name or mispelled them wrongly.
3. All my relatives, especially Leon!! I owe lots of credits to him in my life.

-Here's a shoutout to my darling: I can't imagine my life without u. U're the best best thing thats happened to me! I wanna be with u through thick and thin, my love for u is thicker than blood!! Muacks! =)

-Here's a shoutout to Leon: U've grown and matured so much over the years,i owe so much credits to u. I wish that u and Bernie may be happy together. Do continue to practice on your flourishes,cause u're so goood at it,but remember to focus on your studies too yea.

-Here's a shoutout to my table tennis juniors: Focus during the trainings! =p Remember that practice makes perfect!

-Here's a shoutout to all my friends: Good luck for your 0 level results! May u achieve what u've aimed for! =)

Well,i'm flying back to s'pore during my break in early april. hope to see all u guys then! =)

Lalalas.. it's just my dar and me. =)

2008-01-17T20:32:00.000-08:00

Today i spent the whole day with my dar. hees,when she's with me,i just wanna hold her tight and never let her go. She makes my heart skip a beat. She makes me feel so lucky to have her. This was the first time that i saw her eating.. so cuteee!! Muack muackies!! =)

Untitled..

2008-01-16T03:56:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i would like to wish my darling a happy anniversary!! =) Hmm.. today,i spent the whole morning making a gift for her. hees,it's finally finished. I would like to thanks mr B.C for some powerpoint tips,i would be going no where without his help.

Then later in the afternoon,i met up with my ex class mate and went back to our old secondary school to play table tennis. it felt really good entering the school in my home clothes,lol. It was more like freedom. i was counted as a guest in the school rather than as a student. there was no disclipine teachers there waiting to catch my hair or telling me what to do. yup,i felt that i had lost touch to table tennis after not having played for 5 days.

On the way home,i was sooo tired and i decided to take a cab. but i was damm sway *unlucky,i got a taxi driver who didn't know how to speak english or chinese,then he kept speaking to me in dialect. i was like "huh". ahhs,at least i got home eventually. i'm so tired,i just miss my dar loads!

Ahhs.. tuition

2008-01-15T16:06:00.000-08:00

Tuition today was a killer. the time seems to drag on and on. A maths makes me blur. lol. It wasn't as simple as i thought. oh wells,there's a first time for everything.

My first time =P

2008-01-13T19:48:00.000-08:00

Hi guys. well,this is the first time posting,so don't get all worked up if it's not up to standards. haha. =p