My heartfelt prayer to God..

Dear God,
pls forward the time to the 12th april 2oo8. All i want i too go back and see her face and give her a huge hug! She like every sec of my life that goes by and it couldn't be more clear that i'm slowly dying without her here. I need your strength and guidance and support cause i feel that i just can't make it through some days without u.

Well,last night was a really rough night. I had trouble sleeping.. there were so many thoughts running through my head. Once again,i would like to thank my dar for being here for me.. she always giving me strength and emotional support. I felt so much better after talking to her.

Today has been pretty good so far. Hmm,i heard that Maroon 5 is coming to perth on the 28 of march.. i'm so exicited,i'm asking people to join me for the concert. =)

STRESSED!!

It seems like ever since i have been on Perth, i have been emotionally unstable. it's like somedays i'm feeling alright but other times i feel really emotionally. i tend to rely on my darling for support more often and i feel really bad cause she's busy herself.

Today was a really stressed day.. i got nagging from my accounting teacher for god knows why. sometimes i wish she was more resonable. secondly,my cousin and my roomates keeps accusing me of eating and taking their stuff when i did not. when i told them that i did not do it,they give me that stare and it really hurts.

In the evening,i received a call from my mum saying that my grandfather is really sick back at home. he was sent to hospital and he's really physically weak.. he does not even have the energy to stand up and walk. and somehow, i feel that it's all my fault.. i'll never forgive myself if anything happens to him.

Hais,i'm just feeling uber stressed.. i feel dar sick and homesick at times. i'm just looking forward to april..

A really great day in Perth!

hees,well.. today i feel like it's a great day. i haven't felt like that for so long since i was in Peth. hais,but the cramp on my left leg is like not getting any better. luckily,one of my friends had painkillers to spare.. it did help,for a while.

at 4pm,i heard that my dar dar and her squad won the red-cross east district footdrill championship. I'm so happy for them! hmm,maybe it's cause my darling is the lucky star. =p

then later at 5pm in the evening,i went with my malaysian friends to watch "jumper". i was waiting sooo long for that movie! =) it was really really good,though the storyline was kinda simple. i really like hanging out with those guys.. well,the main reason being that they shop for clothes and stuff like gals do. wahaha.. i;m evil. XD

Slowly letting go of my ego..

Wow.. how time flies again. I've been in perth for already 1 month. it was faster then expected. i guess it cause my dar is always here with me. But i can't help the fact that the movies here are really really slow and sucky.

The schoolwork here are sometimes kinda stressful,but i always think of my darling and that is what gets me through the day. i'm missing her loads.. i can't imagine my life without her!

Well.. yesterday a guy challenged me to play table tennis.. i told him no cause my left leg is injured,but he said that i was too scared to play with him. hmm,my ego was really big so i played. i won him eventually but now my leg is hurting like crazy. so from now on,i promised myself that i would need to let my ego down sometimes.. it wouldn't hurt right?.. i guess.

valentines day- all i want is u!! =)

well,like everyone knows.. today is valentines day.

Firstly,i would like to give a shoutout for my darling: Happy Valentines Day to u! Thank u for always being true to me! i woudnt be living right now without u.. cause u're my life support! I can't wait to see u when i get back in April!! the first thing i would do is the hug u tight! =)

Secondly.. here's a shoutout to Leon: Wishing u and Bernie a Happy Valentines Day! may u guys be always happy together. =P

Lastly,here's a shoutout to Mr B.C: It pays to be patient. I know it's hard but *shes not worth it. when u find mrs right,i'll be here supporting u!! XD

Well.. thing are also getting complicated too in my school. everyone is using me as a middleman. my cousin is trying to get to know my friend from france and another malaysian friend is using me to get to know my neighbour(rooomie). its like putting alot of pressure on me..
sorry for complaining guys.. i know it's annoying. haha.

I love my Wondergal!! =)

Last night,i was very emotionally as *someone(shall not mention the person's name) was cursing and swearing at me for the whole night.. i guess he was feeling either jealous or angry. it made me really really sick. i tried getting that freaking thought out of my head.. but it was hard. luckily i had people to talk to.. i would like to thank Teck for helping me talk through it.

Hahas,valentines day is just around the corner and i'm only halfway done completing a something for my dar dar. i gotta chiong worx. she was actually the one who really comforted me last nite. she's so sweet and caring! i dont think i could make it through last nite without her. hahas,she has offical become my Wondergal! =)